25 March 2020

Today was a really chill day. My head has been very occupied with money making and money generating ideas that it actually caused me to constantly think of ways in making money. I really need someone to talk to about all this ideas and thoughts. I also realise a tendency of shooting ideas down myself. I just think is great but end up rejecting the idea constantly with reasons or perhaps excuses.

Really love my family but is funny that I can’t put it to words. Not literally pen it down but rather expressing my gratitude and love to them through words and is funny how a simple I love you could be so hard to let out of my chest. To guys out there facing the same problem u are not alone. I’m still waiting for the day for me to be able to step out of my comfort zone and be more expressive about it. Major throwback to when my daddy gave me a hug at the hospital. Touch a strong spot in me.

How much money is a lot? The truth is , is subjective. I always believed that no amount of money can ever satisfy you and no amount is ever too big for anyone. Money is literally an idea that is conceptualised by someone to replace butter trading. The fact that the first time money was used baffled me. How the trader actually was able to convince the person into making that trade possible.Literally a piece of paper for the goods.

Feelings real lazy recently as well, been sloppy with my body maintenance and my hair has been getting messier too. Really need to pick my shit up together and start rolling again. Really hope one day someone reads all this and hit me up so we could possibly chat. Nothing Beats meeting new people and exploring new grounds.

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